“Enthusiasm” entered the English language at the start of the 17th century. Borrowed from the Greek enthousiasmos, it’s original meaning referred to inspiration or possession by a god. For many years its primary use was related to religion. Now, I believe, we use it to refer to the inspired energy we bring to our activities, interests, relationships and professions.

In these hard times, it's challenging to feel inspired. Just this morning I felt fed-up with Covid in a way I hadn’t during all these months. I just wanted to hug my dad, have a party, rub elbows at an Indian festival without fear. But, most days, despite the horrific Covid news, nail-biter election and general world-wide disarray, I seem somehow to feel some enthusiasm. Not that I’m possessed by God but perhaps, at least, inspired and grace-filled.

I’m not saving lives or protesting at capitol buildings, making giant paintings or earning enormous sums of money. My world, like many others, is small and somewhat solitary. I wonder about the value of my endeavours. But, I have decided that if what I do each day has meaning to ME then that’s what I’ll use to measure my days.

Ensconced in my creative shack, I write, read, draw and zoom with coaching clients. As a board member of the Horning Family Foundation, I learn about racial justice and organizing and thinking about how we can be contributing to these efforts. I wrap Christmas and birthday presents. Pay bills. Return emails. Facetime my kids. Sometimes, I just look out the window and take in the winter light. Despite the frost, the pond fountain burbles, birds of all sorts (a few days ago a Hawk) bustle about the bird feeders. I am grateful for my own private space which I cling to even as winter approaches. I am warm. Which is saying a lot as it’s been quite a project to insulate and cover the windows with plastic. If I will be able to stay here in January is yet to be seen but I will try. Clearly, I am lucky to have this space. I appreciate it. But even more, it makes me happy and that’s a good step toward enthusiasm.

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